Tuesday, November 13, 2007
♥ 12:05 AM
Last week during cg, Charmaine was preaching and one of the sermon point was having security and knowing who you are in the Lord. Next she mention, she won't because asked Wen Kai, Serena, Valerie and myself to lead certain things in cg and than having people ask wow they are doing a good job and than feel insecure about it. And she said this in fact I think I learnt something from them because they did a good job. I must say I thought I did not do quite well but for Charmaine to say this on Sat was really a compliment. Really thank God for the chance!Last week was the last time I get to serve with my team due to some of them going over to Jurong West. Had a long weekend services with Rev Ulf. Beside Emerge this could be the longest service I had to serve. Well thought that I did not do a good job. Been wanting to eliminate errors. But commit 2 similar error. Although my IC say is miscom between me and the tv crew but I still feel is my fault if i could be more zai be more firm with my decision I would not have made that error by flashing Pst Ulf title bar at the wrong time. Learnt a lesson got to see the situation before asking the tv crew to give me a mid-shot of pst. Sunday, pst was introducing his new book and I was asked to flash the slide that intro his new book. Instead of that I was not sharp and observant did not notice that the source was not change and up came the verse. I think that error cause my IC some trouble. As I was walking home after work I realise that the year is coming to an end and in a flash is going to be 1 year for me in this ministry. I thought that I have learnt and improve along the months but last weekend episode tells another story. Just got to learn and improve. I don't wanna commit the same mistake over and over. Wanna eliminate all this errors and give a good show. Well the next time I serve will be the last week of Nov i guess probably with some changes but I will still look forward and conquer and eliminate all errors.Today my big brother finally reached back home. Was hoping he buy something home but all he got was choc, sweets, chips for me. Well better than nothing. I was thinking now that he is back i need not reach home before 10pm. But than this thought enter my mind..is because I made a decision to reach home everyday before 10pm thats why my relationship with my parents got better and is the best that I can remember! So no matter what until I enter NS i will continue to be back by 10pm. The first thing when my bro reached home, my mom told me to carry his stuffs to his room because his australia training cause his foot to be swollen and is bleeding whole foot lan. Now they are at the hospital. Shall wait for them to come home before I go to bed.Well yesterday, accompany my mom to the supermarket after dinner. Actually this is the first time I see my dad tag along. Partly also because of me as I felt that waste of time after dinner at fish & co than go hm take the other car out. So my dad in a sense reluctant say ok to it. Guess he needed to rush back to do his work. Rarely will I join my family on a Sunday. Yesterday heard my mom say very boring on sunday when all 3 of us not at home. Thank God i made the decision to go home after a short fellowship with Charmaine and the cg at tamp. If not no one help her with the groceries and I would not get to eat fish & co. I think for my parents also quite sian. 3 sons but than like no children like that. 2 went to army the other one so active in church. I think I must start sparing more thoughts for them. Be back early on Sunday.My computer have been with me I think 9 years and already very terminally ill. I decide to ask my dad can I change. Arise and Build already started. Alone I cannot do it. Wah he agree to change my com and my request was instead of a monitor I want a tv. I always wanted a tv in my room. I have everything I could ask for in my room except a tv. Really thank God for this huge blessing. Probably get it done by Nov. God never fail to answer my desires.Still pondering to give or not to give. Well God tell me shld I and is it wise.Labels: blessing, chorus board, family
