Sunday, November 20, 2005
♥ 2:40 PM
Spinning: "Photograph" - Nickleback
Super tiring one week. Pract not enough sleep. Manage to catch 2 movies this week though, All About Love and Just Like Heaven. Yes Andy Lau is handsome despite him being 41 years old but I am not gay. The story plot is touching though..can't believe it where can a guy ever find such a wife played by charlene from the girl duo Twins. I mean a wife that is so good, doesn't mind the husband Doctor Gao saying 108 times of tmr to accompany her to have dinner together...sadly the wife died and Doctor Gao did not have a chance to dine with her. In the movie a story was told of a old man and a old lady. The old man was always walking so fast ahead and the old lady always walk so slow and fail to ctach up to him, but the old man also don't understand why he is walking so fast..don't really get the story until towards the last part of the movie where the dead wife say I am sorry i simply just took one step faster than you.
Just Like Heaven nice show. Romantic comedy. Funny show, but it have its own touching story plot.
Anyway finally manage to clear my mind. Finally know where I need to head in life now. Thinking change and renew. Used to think I can but realise I am not ready for it. So now all cheer for a better future. Felt kinda of free right now. Able to move forward. Been distracted for so long...so much way too much of things distracting me. At one point the goal of being a cgl became all to far thought I could not attain it.. but its jus distraction afterall. Shan't let anymore distractions into my life got to really get back on track to really attain this goal.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
♥ 3:17 PM
Spinning: "Stick With You" - Pussycat Dolls
Today soccer match, came out victorious again, but at the expense of injuring my leg. Won 5 - 3, but contrast to the scoreline, I think we should have won by a larger margin. Nonetheless a win is still a win. Came close to score but my header from the corner hit the woodwork, thus deny me the chance to score. Don't really score much goal because playing in a central defence position, I don't have the liberty to roam in front and try to score goals.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
♥ 3:07 PM
Spinning: "I Love You Baby" - Lauryn Hill
Manage to scrap through 5 days of school. Agree with my friend that this week seem to pass by us so slowly. One can't be blame for thinking that someone must have freeze the hands of time. 5 long days finally pass by us. School wasn't that bad. Realise I did not talk much now in 2nd sem. Became much more quieter. Trying to get rid of the thought that when monday arrive I have to be in school at 8am. But one thing to rejoice though, change my PSPS2 timing to the same timing as my class. Really thank God for that favour of man, check with my care person she say they don usually change the timetable because it is set. Got a call say that they help me change already. Cool! So next week bible study will be going on wednesday. Think I will be all alone unless I can get yan bing to sacrifice...
Went to Taka today, with high hopes but again sigh..did not manage to catch a glimpse. Thats sad. Hopefully next friday can really catch a glimpse provided still there. It seem that me and 4th floor not so fated. Been pass there so many times but not even once manage to catch a glimpse. Next friday shall be the day. Decide to leave the place at 6 and head down to Plaza Sing wanted to catch Sky High..man, the queue was like wow..super long, next time cannot watch movie on a friday evening. Decide to head home.
Tmr soccer at St Wilfred dubbed Singapore Old Trafford (home ground of Manchester United), finally the match can commence after a delay or two. Match will start at 1 end at 3. Its been so long since we last play a 11 a side game. Not sure how are the others doing... hopefully get a strong squad tmr.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
♥ 1:46 PM
Spinning: "How Do I Live" - Leann Rimes
It would be a dream come true. Was on the look out again. The mere presence was enough. However hadn't had a great time yesterday. Scene of what happen in the cafe kept on playing in my mind. Kinda affected by it though. Yeah it would be nice if what my friend said was true. The mere smile is enough to brighten up any one life any one day. As sweet as an angel. Someone told me the songs that I listen are old songs..but it express how I feel. Each song carry the emotion the feeling. Well I can't forget that evening nor your face as you were leaving. Thought of giving up, giving in, and then when I see that smile, I can face the world, I can do anything. When I see that smile, I see a ray of light that shine through the rain. That mega watt smile that never fails to lit up one life. Will it continue to be there on the face that is liken to an angel whenever I look from afar. If I don't see it there'd be no sun in my sky and I will be lost so lost.
Today start of my 2nd sem, had a fantastic timetable very packed and very xiong. At first thought it was not so bad. Than realise yeah compare to my friends, mine is a super xiong timetable. Now I become a wanderer in school. Jumping from different class to different class. Had Java today, was surprise to see yu fen in the class. So I was place in her class that was like cool at least know someone down there who can take care of me I mean even though I am like 18 but it would be good to have at least someone whom you know and not feel so out of place in a class where you don't even know anyone. I think I was unusally quiet today, did not really talk much to my friends when I join my own class for some lessons today. Maybe I carried yesterday blues to today. Or it could be monday blue. Tmr, different class again, won't be seeing my class mates at all.
Tmr church wide bible study...kinda tempted to go down on wed though..but thursday got to start sch at 8am and don't end until 7pm. 11 cool hours in sch with 4 hours break in btw. Bible study don't end until it is 11pm. Don't feel so well..hopefully sickness don't come creeping to my life thats the last thing I need right now.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
♥ 3:04 AM
Spinning: "Thank You For Loving Me" - Bon Jovi
Well, did not get much sleep. Woke up pretty early..cousin came to my house. Cool..had a swell time with him. Tmr was planning to play field soccer but because the field is not book thus going to play street soccer. Hopefully the match is not postpone again...hopefully next saturday can really get the game commence.
Spent the whole day at home which is quite rare..considering I been out most of the time. Tmr got to go and get a cg b'dae present. Don't really know where I will be going and not sure who will want to accompany me if not it would be all too lonely out there hunting for a present. Shall see who is availiable..
Had a failed attempt trying to draw a 2nd piece. This time don't really know who am I drawing...far from looking alike. Anyway...shall try to draw again. This failure ain't gonna put me down.
Finally timetable out. Saw the timetable..thank God it did not clash with the church wide bible study. Enough time for me to make my way down to church. But don really like my timetable got to start lesson early but this time much more better, able to go home early compare to last sem. With the timetable out, now I am able to resume my goal to get my driving licence. Hopefully next year can get le.
Friday, November 04, 2005
♥ 8:18 PM
Spinning: "Sealed With A Kiss" - Unknown old song
Did not get much sleep, went out with Lincoln, went to Bugis first, He wanted to buy a new bag and ask me to accompany him, within 10 - 15mins, we were out of Bugis and went straight to Plaza Sing. Was glad to leave Bugis, was super packed with people...don't really fancy going out during a public holiday. Lincoln was like a man on a mission...next stop was to John Little to get some formal clothes for his work. Spend 100 plus there..so went off from there and decide to leave Plaza Sing as it seem that we are always there every week and kinda of bored with the place. So off to Orchard. But soon we grew bored of that place so off to spend 1 hr in the lan game shop to hone our Swat 4 skill.
Suppose to meet bing at 6 but she was late so we cont to play till she reached. So off to Fox woman...was there to hunt for a present for Si Jia and got her something don't think she gonna read this..anyway bought something that bing think that her sister would like. Wanted very much to go to taka there and makan but realise I am broke..now depending my parents to fund me again. Kinda of bad that everytime when I am about to be declare bankrupt they would always put cash in my saving acc. Don't know where my money went to..gone just like that. Shall have a better management of my money. Had dinner at Long John with Lincoln, Bing (had hers at Burger King)...spend some quality time fellowshipping with one another. Was think of going down to Plaza Sing there the don't know what Manhatten restaurant to eat after building fund. By that time shld have money liao.
School gonna start le, gonna have a hectic schedule...lesser time to spend with my members. Realise that holiday got to know some members well. But after 6 november is off to school. Argh..can't wait for the next hol to come.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
♥ 9:47 AM
Spinning: "Lean On Me" - Michael Bolton
Sometimes is hard to please everyone eh...more or less making people p***ed off with you. Is it an advantage being the oldest brother in the cg? I enjoy it, at least I can be a big brother to all in my cg. Glad that zone members look to me also. Not easy being a brother, as usual when problems start to arise all start to look for me. No bus ticket etc. I would love to be on the bus too, by taking cab home yesterday cause me to broke promise to Daniel...but what can I do...leave my fellow brother to die...see him left stranded finding ways to get home? Who would not love to go home early and catch the bus...even when most people clear the audi I still have to meet my leader, pass her stuffs check things with her. Darting straight up just to find my zone members...sometimes it become all too tough. Even if all this happen again..I would still do the same even if I have to burn my pocket finding funds to finance a cab home facing question as to why the cab fee is so ex, let it be. Even though cost me a bomb, but to me money does not matter much, was glad at least I put on a smile on those I help...don't asked much but one thing that through all this small things I do going extra mile for each one of them truely one day they be a blessing to others who needs help. One principle I will continue to stick on is I will never take for granted the safety of my sisters. Even as I fulfill people neeeds let it be God you look after mine. Let me find someone whom I can lean on, a friend whom I can lean...who can help me carry on.
Finally, air con stop running a cold, but at the price that I got to be awake so early...so manage to finish the whole show called "Pride". Hours spent mugging infront of the TV. Like what the lead character Halu said "There is no one who can suit me, even if I travel round the world there is not one who can suit me, except you!" Great show nv regret spending most of my day watching it...been wanting to catch the show but was working miss here and there and thus cost me to lose interest when it was showing on Chn U...seeing how the fictional character Halu took pride in being the captain of Blue Scorpio his ice hockey team made me adopt a different view on how I captain my own soccer team the Red Angelic. Kinda of prepare for this sat match though right now aching here and there..think too long never had soccer...yest street soccer made my bones flesh all come alive.
Tmr is the day..well shall see abt it...suppose to go down to suntec with bing to go and get something. Would love to go but awkard...shall hunt for a travel mate. Cool, finally found out what is the full name of PLSH.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
♥ 5:17 PM
Spinning: "My Immortal" Evanescence
About to start school soon. Kinda of don't feel like starting school but the sad thing is I have no say in this issue. So school here I come another 4 more days only. Was thinking and racking my brain shld I or shld I not...Thursday tell me shld I or shld I not.
Anyway today was a tiring day not much of sleep, went to play street soccer, than went for church wide bible study. The bible study sure is hard for those who have not attended Going On To Perfection. So all ears have to be dig out real clean and must be attentive. Today Bible study was superb so I am not going to miss out on any will be down for the next 2 tuesday session.
Miss the bus, because so many of my members or zone members no tix to board bus...so gave up my tix to my member and took cab home. Promise to send 2 zone sister home. Was thinking where is the fund gonna come in? Even before I gave my offering I was telling God, God you got to make a way I don't think gonna have much cash...so in the end cab fee was cover by my mum whether anot need to repay her anot not sure. Was walking and waiting for a cab in my heart I was praying God give me a Mercedes Benz cab. True enough got into a benz. Truely the fervent prayer of the righteous avails much. Got to recharge my batt...physically drain out. Oh ya got 2 comp pass from my bro who is doing his attachment at GV..so is free movie. Shall use it before sch open.
