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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
♥ 11:03 AM


caught indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull on friday. in my own opinion is probably nt the best out of the 4 installments but still any avid fan of indiana jones franchise would love it. don regret watching it. although there are report that there might be a 5th installment with shia lebeouf being the main cast and harrison ford the supporting cast. well not sure abt this but one thing i am very sure is if there is a fifth installment i will go catch it.

sat spend some time at dan's place for fellowship before heading to tamp then to 85 market for makan with shang and ch. gordon joined us and we just have a good chat with one another. saw felicia chin there saw quite a few times.

had plans on sunday go to the great singapore sales to take a look at things like what things can i get for myself and also head down to esplanade to catch the singapore arts festival water play. went down to city area must say first time in a long while since i been to orchard to shop. with a rare appearance from shang. rush down to catch the play alast but fail to make it because shang took quite some time to buy his stuffs.

so went over to marina square with shang and gordon to cont fellowship. mainly talk about our future and finances before heading for home.

was intro to play maple story again. kindda enjoy playing but is quite frustrating cos for 3 consecutive days i have been ban. this morning is a record 10 sec into the game and i am being ban. frustrating. but is fun if can play together with my cgm can jus talk and fellowship during the game.

just finished catching this jap drama call dream again. This original series stars Takashi Sorimachi as the pro baseball player Shunsuke Ogi, who is forced to retire after a shoulder injury. He continues to train in hope of returning to the game, but a sudden accident leads to his death. God decides to give him a second chance, placing his soul into the body of another man - a wealthy fund company manager - but adjusting to his new life isn't easy...

is quite a nice drama. since nowadays i don have much things to do except go to work, run errands for the house so busy myself with watching jdrama.

been sleeping very early lately like at 8pm, or even before 6pm. dunno wads wrong with me. sleeping early and waking up early. probably is good also. that explain why i have been mia recently from the net.

shld be serving this sat. although not sure yet must wait for the schedule to be out. if nt will still be going down for svc since is rev thompson coming to preach. sun have a ministry team outing. my last outing before i go into ns.

haven't get the tix to kl yet. mus get it done soon. was chatting with pam on sunday. ok glad that ch wanna go for a short hol too so i won't have to go alone. probably end of year go somewhere else.

2nd june going to catch narnia with char. was abt to asked when she beat me to it. trying my best to maximise my time to spend more time with my friends. dunno is it june 3rd that jackson asked me to go jb for a day trip mus go reconfirm again.

Thursday, May 22, 2008
♥ 9:08 PM




went over to shang's place to catch the final of the european champions league. pulsating match, nail biting match. this match is so different from 1999 when manchester united bang in 2 goals in the final mins in nou camp.

was telling shang next time when i am much older i will definately travel to catch the final btw man u and whoever is their oponent for that night. enjoy a classic european final.

went home wanted to catch indiana jones which i recorded earlier. after 1 hour i decided to switch to american idol. nv caught a single episode of american idol this season. caught the finals with my dad. must say is hilarious to see jack black, ben stiller and robert downey jr feature in a classic gladys knight midnight to georgia video.

after the whole american idol spend some time talking to my dad. because now i have the chance to spend alot of time with my mom. i realised one thing she was telling me how much my brothers have. i am looking to join my big brother rank. so i set new goals for myself 23 to get 10k.

since zone prayer meeting changed time to 3. initially wanted to catch indiana jones at 9.45pm but looking at the time now is impossible. very tempted to catch either the 12 plus, 1 plus or 2 plus timing. but hard to find a companion to go watch. so bidding my time for now wait till is nearer to this timing before i make my decision to catch it later or friday night.

Monday, May 19, 2008
♥ 11:49 PM

last sat my meeting with ming jing changed to 8.45am. sia la usually i like to crash and wake up late on a sat. really have this very good impression of mj. had a good talk over tea with him. and somehow he reminded me something which pastor also mention yesterday during svc "the kingdom of God is all about relationship".

therefore i decide to change and stop running away just because i wanna keep friendship. time to confront it and stop being who i am not.

was supposed to serve on sat but last min got a call from kelvyn that i no need to come down to serve. take it as a break. for the first time in probably a month stayed back to fellowship longer with my cgm.

after fellowship accompany shang to parkway to look for some stuffs and at the same time have dinner. really love fellowshipping with him. we just got alot in common and we don really run dry of topics.

rushed off to downtown to catch "what happens in vegas" with bryan and van. my bro really show something to me. he was suppose to go to his friend house and he already wanted to use the car. but at the last min he gave it up to me and stayed home the whole day.

this event made me realise one thing i shall as much as possible nt use the car and probably future movies i will go with my own timing. he really sacrifice alot for me. when i want to use the car he will give it to me, in the past when i am left penniless he will be one the that lend me even though i don pay him back.

sunday train van and emily because i am going to NS soon so need people to cover me. but looking at how things go. actually there is not much of a worry. i really think that my team have ppl who are capable and also they are so quick to learn.

after service decide nt to join the cg since they are heading to orchard. went off with shang to bedok to have lunch and chat. join arthur and colin for lunch there. talked abt army life.

went to work today. found out that my dad is paying me $70 each time i go to the office. and my job usually don take me more then 1 hour 30 mins. if i go in everyday within 30 - 45 mins i will be done. but is the after work that take up my time. because i would be going to supermarket, bakery, buying dinner for my bro in camp, etc.

was thinking probably is good if right now if i work everyday can earn more money. keep the money rolling in. realised that because the past month i have not been spending much i do have a sum of money left and able to help ppl who might need some cash. so probably if can tmrw i will go to work if not i will resume on wed.

chatting with van and she asked me these set of questions...lets say aft u got married, ur wife tells u that she slept with ur best friend the day before ur wedding night. ok den lets say one day before ur wedding day, she confessed to u that she slept with ur best friend during ur courtship... but it was becos she accidentally got drunk and she told u before the wedding day cos she's very guilty abt it and very repentent. den another senario, both u and ur wife are married for years with two children, but one day she comes and tell u that she slept w ur best friend even before the both of u had ur first child and now she lost feelings for u and want to go to that guy, leaving the two children with u, den wad if one year aft she left u, she comes back to u again telling u that she regretted her decision and wans to come back to u.

each has their own answer. but for me according to van she say i very calm and cool. well i will keep my ans to myself. apparently these sets of questions was what mj asked during his discipleship class. something to keep u busy and thinking.

want to catch indy 4 this thursday since downtown have alot of available seats. then remember that thursday have zone prayer meeting at riverwalk at 7. want to be one of the first to catch it since it receive a respectable review in the cannes festival. regardless of the review i am still gonna catch it.

maybe i shld drive down and then maybe see can catch it somewhere there or tiong bahru since there always no ppl one. if not probably is friday. must get someone to help me check out the availability of seats.

Thursday, May 15, 2008
♥ 10:47 PM

yesterday went to city hall to meet up with bryan, dan, ch, van, gordon and ben for dinner and have a short fellowship. along the way we met wen kai and sher. very long since i saw wk. had dinner at marina sq and played few rounds of bridge and bluff before we made our way home.

had breakfast at east coast mcdonald before i went home to send my big brother to camp. haha in the end cannot find yew tee drop him at sembawang instead. in the end only manage to slp at 10.

2 plus i was up to accompany my mom to town area to go get some stuffs. finally found out a place whereby i can skip all erp to get to town area. just hope that government don suddenly erect a erp there. is so costly to jus drive to city area!

received an unexpected call from ming jin. will be meeting him for breakfast at his place there this sat at 10am. then will be going down for cg and then to church to serve. looks like my sat will be very pack.

looks like everybody having their zone camp in june. will be having mine as well on the 11 - 13 june at changi chalet. doubt i will be there also. since i need to go in army on the 13. probably attend the word session.

think tmrw might need to go down and work...

finally found a saviour in the form of ch. hopefully tmrw when we discuss everything he ok book the tix and jus go for a short holiday! he increase my hopes by a little already.

nvm i will sacrifice this holiday go somewhere near and end of the year hopefully can apply leave go other country. heard my cgm say go hk, taiwan. if i can apply leave sure go with them.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008
♥ 10:55 PM

it seems like singapore was experiencing war haha. something wrong with the circuit. electricity were cut off. practically living in the dark till probably 8 like that.

send my bro to the train station this morning after i finish watching "warlords". collapse onto my bed the moment i reached home.

afternoon heard that my bro charges have been change to 28 days SOL. so no more 10 days DB. in my opinion i think is better even though it means he won't be back for 28 days. drove my parents to get dinner and some stuffs for him.

now i am so bored i am very tempted to catch this show even though is not a show i am very interested in. i am still struggling to come to a decision to catch this 1220am show or catch stardust at home on the laptop. sigh...

Monday, May 12, 2008
♥ 11:43 PM

caught made of honor last friday. read the reviews and surprisingly critics hate the movie. but for me i think is a not so bad show. decide to go catch the sneak preview since i was kindda bored at home. now to catch a few more remaining shows.

was surprise to see pam for svc yesterday. usually don't see her on sunday cause she have cg. slipped off my mind that it was mother's day so naturally most cg would have it on another day. her mom was there for svc.

seeing everybody slowly bringing their parents to church got me to start as well. slowly step by step i believe one day they will come to church.

went to this pub cum restaurant near my place to have mother's day dinner. that place has a very good ambience. a place to slack. can't remember its name even though i have been there 3 times i think is call boogie something.

basically did nth much this year for mother's day. aiming was asking me how am i going to celeb and was giving me advice when my ans was like orh jus dinner lor. but i am waiting for her to recover and bring her out for a meal. don't really remember doing such things before. so before i go in NS i am going to do that.

not only am i a first rate nurse/chauffeur/errand boy i have added another title to my name. because too many things happening in my family i am now helping out in my dad's business. i prefer to give myself the title young/small boss.

for dunno wad reason my bro confinement have been change to DB and he will be formally charge tmrw and will be serving his term tmrw as well.

because my mom ain't fit to work yet i am taking over her position to lessen the burden on my dad's shoulder. also at the same time earn some money for myself. although i also dunno how much am i paid but is alright money is no longer a factor afterall blood is thicker then water. not going to fuss abt money like i do in the past.

as he went to see the mp regarding my bro case pushed forward the date of me helping out my dad. well mp cannot do anything also as he can't interfere with miltary affairs.
well so now is back to myself again all alone. well i am not complaining. one thing i regret was when my dad had his op i wasn't there for him but rather immerse myself with cg. but this time round decide that i need to make certain sacrifice.

in order to win them over to the Lord i need to stay home more. let them know that church is not everything to me but family is. well i pride myself in being more mature in the last 1 month.
because my dad was so good to me by even compromising when my mom was in the hospital the only way i can ever pay back is to spend more time at home and juggling with the many roles i have to play.

i realised that i love my mom and dad more and more.

this week onwards will contribute more time for fellowship because i have not attended any for a month but don think will spend too much time as well. van counted i left with only 4 sats/suns. so got to plan it wisely.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008
♥ 9:52 PM

yesterday went to this jap restaurant shokudo which is model after marche to celeb van's 19th birthday.
took a grp picture before char left to meet eunice for massage.
van, dan and myself...
still more of van, dan and me
before we left took a last photo..did not know that the girls behind were up to mischief haha.

depart city hall at abt 10 after we finished a few games of heart attack. made my way to new york new york to get a strawberry cake with val while the rest made their individual way home.

need to finish the surprise for van. but could only do it aft 12 because need to tend to my family needs first. but well nonetheless glad she enjoy her surprise.
stayed up the whole night as my bro would be coming back from taiwan that day. it was at 3am when we received his call. went with my dad to go and pick him up. next month on the 9th he will ORD and 4 days i will start my life as a recruit. 2010 so looking forward to it.

still have not decided which country shld i go before i go NS. sigh..really need to make a decision soon. well made up my mind that i wanna catch "made of honor". next friday i shall go and catch this show. looks quite nice show.

Monday, May 05, 2008
♥ 3:40 AM

serve as director today for sermon. thank God it was much better. overall thought that today the whole team serve very well. not much mistakes which is good.

came slightly late because need to send my brother to camp. after service stayed back for 15 - 20 mins before i make my way home. send val home to get her wallet and drop her at the bus stop so she can make her way down to airport to join the cg.

haven't really been spending time with cg for maybe a month. promise to do so after mother's day week. will spend more time with them.

don have much time to spend with the cg. so before i go in NS must go meet up with bryan after his exam have a good chat. spend some time with my previous zone member.

jus wanna take this chance to say happy birthday to my good friend VANESSA! couldn't do much surprise for you since i had it plan quite late and also did not really wanna take up much of your time since you are having ur marketing test later. glad you are happy and surprise.

seems like the plan is to meet at raffles city at one of the jap restaurant located at basement in the evening for dinner and to celeb her birthday. till now i am not sure will i be meeting her in the noon or evening.

Saturday, May 03, 2008
♥ 10:16 PM

manage to go and serve. but report late. can't make it at the designated time. had to stay home for a little while before i can leave hm.

well today did announcements, communion, sermon, and a few songs. reason why i am serving on sat is because kelvyn want me to do things that i hardly do in chorus board.

sermon was challenging. just following pst alone is so tough. although i did sermon before but today sermon is nth compare to last time. pst was jumping all over the pages. really made alot of mistakes. was quite frustrated with myself.

from page one jump to page 3 jump back to page 1. had a hard time following pst tan preaching. in the end i believe i miss 2 pictures and 1 verse. feel that i let down kelvyn.

well that did not deter me from trying sermon the next time when i am given the chance again. because i thrive on pressure and stress. the only thing running in my mind when i made all those mistakes was alright cannot must help pst and deliver the msg smoothly.

well at the end of the day all these mistakes made me realise i need to be more sharp and more zai. van was asking me is not your fault right. but i view it as my fault cause pst already supply us with the notes. and is not easy for pst to just deliver the msg without everyone cooperation.

got to jia you! mus really pray more ask God to make me more sharp more zai! hopefully when i enter army i can still be actively serving in chorus board.

met up with char for a little while after service. chatting with her. been some time since i last saw her. gonna impart my secret to pass and get ur driver licence to her next week and also be her first few passenger.

well truely God is good. made me a happy guy today.

♥ 4:35 AM

went for make up cg. love to attend e444 cg. well not because my good friends weiming and shijie are there. but probably because the the evan lead is great. how the members freely express their love for God. e444 cg meeting is so different from my cg.

whenever i have to go for makeup usually i will choose to attend this cg. i can't express with words how the whole meeting went. if ever have a chance is great if you can attend their cg once.
after cg, me and weiming we discussing about catching iron man. in the end decide to head home first before we confirm anything. was tempted to really cancel it and just catch it next week since most of the theatres were quite packed.

but was talking to van on msn decide to change my mind. had a hard time tracking weiming. last min we decided to catch the show since tiong bahru gv had so available seats.

left hse close to 12. gordon made me wait like eternity for him. rushed like mad in order to make it in time for the last show at tiong bahru gv. was slightly late. got van and gordon to go down and purchase the tix first while i go park the car.

surprised to see pam and her cgm. was told that the tix booth was close. shld have asked pam to help me get first. nonetheless we decide to try cathay. manage to get 3 tix for the 1.30 show.

not so bad movie. the last few movie that i can catch before i go in NS. i am really looking forward to 2 more shows, chronicle of narnia and indie jones. so wanna catch indie. always been a fan of indie. 22 may gonna be the first few to catch it. got to update myself fast.

in a few hours will be at expo. require to serve. but as of yet i can't confirm can i go down to serve. got to arrange with my dad see possible for me to serve. thank God that my mom is feeling better. got to start working for my dad soon!

heard from gordon that dan is interested in going to krabi. oh man i really need a break a hol! got to ask him and keep my fingers cross that he is ok to go during june. if not i really got to make other plans.

well God is good!

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Friday, May 02, 2008
♥ 3:41 AM

just finished wonderful life. currently quite hooked with watching jdrama. i think gonna start on another one which was 8 years ago and probably one of the very first few jdrama i ever watched.

anyway today got a little break went to play street soccer and ended up injuring both my feet. sigh..both feet giving me quite alot of discomfort.

returned some dvd to shang and borrow quite a number of new dvds from him. i am his only platinum holder. trying to get it upgrade to diamond platinum so i will have unlimited access to new dvds haha.

ended soccer at 7.30pm. drove him back and pick up some new titles. ended up leaving his house at 11. talked quite alot..life, future, finance, relationship, cg, family, etc. i can't remember when was the last time we had a long talk with one another.

enjoy talking to him alot. there are times there are problems that i will share with him and he will always encourage me. love to talk to him about finance probably because we have similar thinking towards our finances.

was talking abt something and i said this no matter how far i reach out..you're the long-stemmed flower that i can never reach. so if i can i would have nv done wad i did.

going makeup cg with van. its been some time since i went for evan's makeup cg. looking forward to it because my buddies are in there. can catch up with them as well. really very long nv catch up with them.


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