Saturday, May 03, 2008
♥ 10:16 PM
manage to go and serve. but report late. can't make it at the designated time. had to stay home for a little while before i can leave hm.
well today did announcements, communion, sermon, and a few songs. reason why i am serving on sat is because kelvyn want me to do things that i hardly do in chorus board.
sermon was challenging. just following pst alone is so tough. although i did sermon before but today sermon is nth compare to last time. pst was jumping all over the pages. really made alot of mistakes. was quite frustrated with myself.
from page one jump to page 3 jump back to page 1. had a hard time following pst tan preaching. in the end i believe i miss 2 pictures and 1 verse. feel that i let down kelvyn.
well that did not deter me from trying sermon the next time when i am given the chance again. because i thrive on pressure and stress. the only thing running in my mind when i made all those mistakes was alright cannot must help pst and deliver the msg smoothly.
well at the end of the day all these mistakes made me realise i need to be more sharp and more zai. van was asking me is not your fault right. but i view it as my fault cause pst already supply us with the notes. and is not easy for pst to just deliver the msg without everyone cooperation.
got to jia you! mus really pray more ask God to make me more sharp more zai! hopefully when i enter army i can still be actively serving in chorus board.
met up with char for a little while after service. chatting with her. been some time since i last saw her. gonna impart my secret to pass and get ur driver licence to her next week and also be her first few passenger.
well truely God is good. made me a happy guy today.
