Monday, May 19, 2008
♥ 11:49 PM
last sat my meeting with ming jing changed to 8.45am. sia la usually i like to crash and wake up late on a sat. really have this very good impression of mj. had a good talk over tea with him. and somehow he reminded me something which pastor also mention yesterday during svc "the kingdom of God is all about relationship".
therefore i decide to change and stop running away just because i wanna keep friendship. time to confront it and stop being who i am not.
was supposed to serve on sat but last min got a call from kelvyn that i no need to come down to serve. take it as a break. for the first time in probably a month stayed back to fellowship longer with my cgm.
after fellowship accompany shang to parkway to look for some stuffs and at the same time have dinner. really love fellowshipping with him. we just got alot in common and we don really run dry of topics.
rushed off to downtown to catch "what happens in vegas" with bryan and van. my bro really show something to me. he was suppose to go to his friend house and he already wanted to use the car. but at the last min he gave it up to me and stayed home the whole day.
this event made me realise one thing i shall as much as possible nt use the car and probably future movies i will go with my own timing. he really sacrifice alot for me. when i want to use the car he will give it to me, in the past when i am left penniless he will be one the that lend me even though i don pay him back.
sunday train van and emily because i am going to NS soon so need people to cover me. but looking at how things go. actually there is not much of a worry. i really think that my team have ppl who are capable and also they are so quick to learn.
after service decide nt to join the cg since they are heading to orchard. went off with shang to bedok to have lunch and chat. join arthur and colin for lunch there. talked abt army life.
went to work today. found out that my dad is paying me $70 each time i go to the office. and my job usually don take me more then 1 hour 30 mins. if i go in everyday within 30 - 45 mins i will be done. but is the after work that take up my time. because i would be going to supermarket, bakery, buying dinner for my bro in camp, etc.
was thinking probably is good if right now if i work everyday can earn more money. keep the money rolling in. realised that because the past month i have not been spending much i do have a sum of money left and able to help ppl who might need some cash. so probably if can tmrw i will go to work if not i will resume on wed.
chatting with van and she asked me these set of questions...lets say aft u got married, ur wife tells u that she slept with ur best friend the day before ur wedding night. ok den lets say one day before ur wedding day, she confessed to u that she slept with ur best friend during ur courtship... but it was becos she accidentally got drunk and she told u before the wedding day cos she's very guilty abt it and very repentent. den another senario, both u and ur wife are married for years with two children, but one day she comes and tell u that she slept w ur best friend even before the both of u had ur first child and now she lost feelings for u and want to go to that guy, leaving the two children with u, den wad if one year aft she left u, she comes back to u again telling u that she regretted her decision and wans to come back to u.
each has their own answer. but for me according to van she say i very calm and cool. well i will keep my ans to myself. apparently these sets of questions was what mj asked during his discipleship class. something to keep u busy and thinking.
want to catch indy 4 this thursday since downtown have alot of available seats. then remember that thursday have zone prayer meeting at riverwalk at 7. want to be one of the first to catch it since it receive a respectable review in the cannes festival. regardless of the review i am still gonna catch it.
maybe i shld drive down and then maybe see can catch it somewhere there or tiong bahru since there always no ppl one. if not probably is friday. must get someone to help me check out the availability of seats.
