Sunday, March 23, 2008
♥ 11:27 PM
realise that its been a week since i last update.
caught step up 2 after work with val and van on monday. in my point of view the movie is not so bad although i know many ppl out there beg to to differ. right now also no time and not many shows catch my eyes. probably can take a break from going the movie until the blockbusters are release.
thursday after the rehearsal at expo, went home rest a bit before i went to meet val, jas and van who were doing the door girft for the news friends who will be joining us. drove down to mcdonald at east coast where we ate and play bridge all the way till close to 6am before we left east coast mcdonald. so that day i practically did not catch any sleep just shut my eyes for 45 mins before i woke up to report.
this week, i don seem to have a weekend at all. was down at expo from thursday to sunday. was serving on the drama team for the first time. is really tough to be on this team. from what i know i am probably very bless other then the thursday rehearsal my other rehearsal which i had to attend was like 2 thursday ago at jurong west. compared with the christmas drama team heard that they need to attend like alot of rehearsal. very thankful that i only needed to attend a grand total of 2 rehearsal.
on thursday had a final rehearsal before the actual day on friday. did nth much that day. so can't really pen anything. on friday had some hiccups although pastor tan and pastor derek was impress. was telling pamela abt it. she was saying the compliment should last me through the services. told myself cannot let my head grow big even though pst think that is was good. personally i don't think is was gd told myself need to do better the next day. ended the day by meeting up with my cg and charmaine. head down to upp thomson for prata. another day of fellowship. although not many stayed back but you jus feel cosy and also the fellowship was great! really thankful to val because she came to pick us up although in the end i was the one driving. but still really appreciate it! don really mind doing the driving also. at the end of the day after sending everyone home and waiting for jas, i knock out. super tired and jas hmm took quite some time to prepare since she is staying over at val's hse.
sat i overslept and miss the reporting time. told myself must really do much better then the previous day. felt that sat was the best in term of performance. because i was very focus and my agenda was not to "foul out" but to give my best for the drama. truely enjoy myself on sat. aft the whole service went to hall 2 to go help out in the ticket booth. was holding double portfolio for that day. pretty much kept myself busy. aft we wrap up the whole ticket booth, was talking to rosa before i leave expo. she was asking me how was the whole drama. pretty much enjoy myself and because char been telling me this week why you like that, must have a good attitude in serving because i told her i was tired and i overslept today etc. was telling rosa, everything is good, treat the whole script like sermon like that. she say ya quite true jus that doing drama must be more sharp and focus. was thinking if i see the whole script as a huge thing i might become more fearful and prone to make more mistake. but if i see it as a sermon i would not be very fearful of the whole script since kelvyn let me do sermons a few time. and the exp was very valuable and it help to calm my nerve as well. seriously must repent need to adjust my attitude towards serving. ended the day by accompanying val to send char home because we were worried later val might not find her way home from bishan. but she pass next time i no need to be her road directory anymore haha.
also yesterday char intro me, val and jas to our new zs ming jin (dunno did i spell it correctly). wah char really sabo me sia haha. i was telling char last time everytime u mention abt ming jin's name i always thot that he was a lady. did not know is a guy. told her don't tell him i say this ah. she go tell him and yest he joked with me make the whole introduction time so tense for me haha. he is a nice zs i must say.
kelvyn and the chorus board ministry really took great care of us. we were told to take cab down to expo for service today. ok today performance was like o man kindda nt very happy with myself. feel that my standard drop for this svc. aft the first session went to meet char and told her abt it. she was telling me ya lor today wah bad complacent ah. before that i was telling her today breakfast very sumptuous. they catar mcdonald breakfast for us. and char was telling me wah give you good breakfast you still like that. went back for second svc all out to give a good performance since is the last svc also. still...made some mistakes haha. ended the day by staying back to play some bridge and ming jin intro his wife to us. hmm..not too sure abt the name again must go ask char again.
the whole exp made me realised that i really need to discipline myself more. i tend to lose focus over small things like when tv side is shouting very loud. or maybe someone ask a question and i forgot abt following the scipt. also i think i need to make it a habit that if i am serving for all the services next time i need to get plenty of rest if not tiredness will creep in and will lose the sharpness as well.
thank God that kelvyn asked me whether i can help out in the drama team. if he nv ask me, knowing myself i doubt i will also vlounteer my service. thus will not be able to improve myself and accquire this valuable exp.
also, kelvyn and the ministry really took very good care of us. made sure we don go hungry. the welfare really very good. at the end of the day we can rest assure that there will be lunch, dinner and also breakfast.
through this drama get to know sasha from kelvyn's sat team and also tingting more. its a pleasure to serve with them. and i think we really make a good team. helping one another out, helping each other to grow. it has been a tiring week but a blessed week at the same time serving with them.
reached home, read the card. wah so now i am a funny person already. i realised that aft drama i will go to the gents and disappear to go look for my members. well i mus say i enjoy being with my members and friends. since most of my good friends are in the same cg as me. well how to say must clarify myself..since aft drama there is nth to do and all my good friends are in church serving so just walk ard stand one side talk abt serving and what is going on just to relax and chill haha. i always end up being the last to report for debrief haha. feel so pai seh. really adore and appreciate my cgm alot! si hui was asking me either today or one of the days wah nv go find friends ah. looks like everybody now know that i will perform my disappearing act aft drama haha.
had been thinking abt this issue since last week when char told me that she was leaving full time ministry. did not tell many ppl abt this. prayed abt the whole thing commit it to God's hands. was seriously thinking whether to cont pursue my dream to be a cgl anot or rise up in chorus board. well i guess i was pretty much affected by the news thats why i thought abt whether to pursue my dream to be a cgl. come to a conclusion. if God willing i wanna be a cgl and also a leader in chorus board. anything and everything is possible! wanna expand my capacity and also have a positive attitude towards rising up.
this friday will be helping char to shift her stuffs from church office to her house. and this week will also mark the last day she being my zs and cgl. well i have come to term with the news and well is not goodbye but is just another new chpt for her and for me.
on a lighter note heard this on radio, friday is call good friday, sat is called holy saturday and sunday is easter sunday. dunno how true is it but i totally agree easter 2008 is great!
Labels: easter
caught step up 2 after work with val and van on monday. in my point of view the movie is not so bad although i know many ppl out there beg to to differ. right now also no time and not many shows catch my eyes. probably can take a break from going the movie until the blockbusters are release.