Saturday, March 15, 2008
♥ 12:43 AM
jus reached home nt long. had dinner with charmaine and val. she shared with us something very personal which only the cgls and wk know abt it. till now i can't digest it. she is going to share it tmrw after cg but i don think i am able to talk abt it.
after she shared, she asked us so how abt it? i am so speechless. dunno wad to say. val asked me to start first. what to say. although i told her i will support you in everything like how you have supported me the last 5 years. but my heart i want to tell her can you reconsider abt it but i know. jus can't imagine how is it like when she is nt around. but i cannot be selfish.
i am glad because she treat me and val as personal friends and not jus member leader relationship. and she said to us because the both of you are the closest to me so i wanna tell you all first before i break the news to the cg. even the whole zone don even know abt it yet.
quite a devastating news. next few months is going to be tough with all the transition. a couple of days ago i was like on the phone with val telling her wah excited and curious to know what char wan to share with us. but now dunno what to feel. feel kindda lost but jus that sometimes we got to let go.
the last thing i wanna do is few months later char thinking did she make the right decision anot. need God's grace and strength to really pull thru. aft easter gonna help char clear her desk and moved her stuffs to her house.
need to compose myself and hold back my tears. tmrw when she announce it got to support her in every way. don think i can post this up till morning before i go and give bs. that is when everyone shld be making their way to cg. finding it tough to go to bed.
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