<body> <body>

Saturday, March 15, 2008
♥ 12:43 AM

jus reached home nt long. had dinner with charmaine and val. she shared with us something very personal which only the cgls and wk know abt it. till now i can't digest it. she is going to share it tmrw after cg but i don think i am able to talk abt it.

after she shared, she asked us so how abt it? i am so speechless. dunno wad to say. val asked me to start first. what to say. although i told her i will support you in everything like how you have supported me the last 5 years. but my heart i want to tell her can you reconsider abt it but i know. jus can't imagine how is it like when she is nt around. but i cannot be selfish.

i am glad because she treat me and val as personal friends and not jus member leader relationship. and she said to us because the both of you are the closest to me so i wanna tell you all first before i break the news to the cg. even the whole zone don even know abt it yet.

quite a devastating news. next few months is going to be tough with all the transition. a couple of days ago i was like on the phone with val telling her wah excited and curious to know what char wan to share with us. but now dunno what to feel. feel kindda lost but jus that sometimes we got to let go.

the last thing i wanna do is few months later char thinking did she make the right decision anot. need God's grace and strength to really pull thru. aft easter gonna help char clear her desk and moved her stuffs to her house.

need to compose myself and hold back my tears. tmrw when she announce it got to support her in every way. don think i can post this up till morning before i go and give bs. that is when everyone shld be making their way to cg. finding it tough to go to bed.


About

Tat Kwek
21 years old
Links

daniel

chaihuat

shijie

glenn

yongheng

alvin

sherylyn

carol

seowchean

junyu

wenkai

william






& the past

September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
May 2006
July 2006
September 2006
October 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
November 2009
January 2010
March 2010

& CREDITS

layout: + +
fonts: +
brushes: + +
image: +