Thursday, November 22, 2007
♥ 11:49 PM
Sunday, had lunch with Charmaine and the cg at airport. While we were just resting after lunch, Vanessa asked me whether will I carry this bag that Han Xian was carrying I said no cause is not something that I will dare to carry. Think I look weird and don't think I will be able to pull it off. So she asked me to try so I tried it and Charmaine say is so not like me. Ok I must say whatever I want to try something new Charmaine will definately tell me "don't la so not like you" haha. After that she told me try carry her handbag, asked me to pose one take photo. Ok I thinking quite sporting ah quite game for anything so let Van take a pic of me with Char furry handbag. Little did I know after the whole thing, and they were discussing during thanksgiving cg which category I wanna get nominated. Van go tell her manhood award than put up this photo *slap forehead". So embarrassing! I pray that that photo never appear during zone thanksgiving. Thank God not many saw me do that at airport quite relief. Van if you are reading please keep the agreement don't send it out! Don't think will post it as well. Later server crash haha.Everytime I give my tithe I will always write behind the flap that God will bless me financially. I mean I am no longer supported by my parents. I am earning 950 a month helping my auntie. But I have decided to move to newer pasture. During dinner on sunday with my family my parents asked me to go help my uncle and work under my cousin. Was quite reluctant. But as the conversation goes on I begin to relent and just think that if everything ok I will just work for my uncle. The benefits quite good if there is a chance can get to go Hongkong. I remember when I sow to the building fund I was telling God, God I want a new job that pays me $1,000 or more. So I am hoping I will get it and just learn something before I go into the army. I think my dad now looking for one of us to take over his business. Well just learn some management skills and what my futures hold I don't know. Right now I am looking forward to end my current job. I remember I was like getting negative about the job sometimes angry. But the last few days I just begin to thank God for this current job and my auntie for hiring me. Thank God for everything thank her for everything as well. Now just hope can get a new job and at the mean time relax enjoy the breakaway camp.Been sometime since I give BS. Thought of giving but with my busy schedule find it hard now that I have a chance to give. Tmrw must try to work out something so that I can find time to give. But dread giving on sat because have cg and with the new change I will be serving once every 2 weeks instead of 3. Sunday after service I just want to spend time with my cg and friends before I head for home. Sigh..just got to rack my brain and find a way. This sat busy day, after cg charmaine wanna meet don't know is about what thing and after that got to go down expo at 7pm for a ministry briefing regarding the new change. Hope in between can rest.Next week though I have a wish but don't think it will come to pass. And I also don't know whether to pass or not to pass. Quite in a cross road.Labels: desires, Sunday Fellowship
