Sunday, October 21, 2007
♥ 11:24 PM
Monday and thursday due to work related issue, I was very frustrated. Hopefully these things don't happen anymore. Thinking for weeks, most likely by the end of November I will quite my current job. Because December have quite a few commitments and also I want to take a short break and look for a better job before I go for NS. Thursday was a stressful day. This week showed me that I need to have better time management. I thought that on Wednesday I already finish half of my cg calling on Thursday would leave me with more time to do ministry calling. However I was so wrong. Earlier, my first cgl called me and gave me things to do for the overnight cycling which took place yesterday. The second thing that crop up was I had to work till 9pm which was quite unexpected and my hp battery life was about to die. That whole day, I felt pretty lousy because I felt that I did not do it with excellence. By 10 plus I was thinking finally I can take breather than I remember that I have to deliver consent forms for my cgm. But decided to leave it on Friday night as I could not contact him.It got me to think that how true it is, we can never be complacent because we do not know what unexpected things will happen. Thought that I already improve by not leaving everything at the last min but looks like I'm so wrong. Well on every 3rd week I shall till December I will start doing my callings on Tuesday in order to do it with excellence!Well at least on a positive note, Thursday my zone supervisor who is also my cgl msg me that I will be leading games again this week. Well in my heart I was like hoping to lead games again and I just told God if can let it happen. Actually wasn't expecting it but well it taught me that should not put a limit onto God. Well God is a good God who answer the desires of my heart. Message Pamela for suggestions so that can have more choices to choose from. Thank God for her if not sigh..my head would have explode with all the things that I have to rush out on thursday.On Saturday after cg, as usual had Charmaine evaluated me for the games. Got a positive review from her. Just that as usual need to speed up with the instructions. Although is not the first time I lead games but knowing myself I am not the best candidate to lead games. But the last 2 weeks I think I really improve. This week cg sermon link to building fund. Charmaine reminded us about a message which Dr AR Bernard preached before. Whatever you want you got to sow for it. Everytime we tithe that 10% we are tithing to our past. We should look even further. Example, if you want to get a job that pays well say $2000 a month and your current job only pays $1000 we should not just give $100 a month but rather we should give $200. Is all about sowing to our future and not to our past. I must say I am looking forward to this year arise and build campaign. Talking about this. Although I don't really see very wow blessing each time I gave to the building fund but one thing I wanna say is that God is good. Like on Wednesday my mom ask me out for dinner. Quite rare she will asked me out. The last month or so have been good. I realise that my relationship with my parents have been very close. And also looking back God have been good. Here and there He has bless me alot. Although this is probably the 3rd or 4th time I have contributed to the building fund but I must always remind myself that it is not the blessing that I am after but is the blesser that I am after.Yesterday had to go down to church early for a training class and after which rush down for cg and back to church to serve and attend service at the same time. Really thank God that my IC can find me a replacement for sunday. The night cycling was fun. Got to interact with other members from the zone and not just my cg alone. At the end of the whole event, I was in charge of the returning all the bikes since I stayed near east coast. Stayed there till 8 plus in the morning before I drove the guys who were with me home. Almost got hit someone elses car because my eyes keep wanting to shut. Slept all the way till 3 plus before I woke up for a moment but couldn't resist it went back to sleep again at 6.30pm. Don't think will sleep late today.Labels: chorus board, games, my week, work
