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Sunday, October 14, 2007
♥ 2:19 AM

The last few days have been boring. My router (dunno how to spell) gave up on me and cause the internet to be down. But thank God, every night have someone on the phone with me to help me kill the boredom. The last few nights have been a very lousy experience. Haven't got a replacement router yet so this painful experience will continue till when I dunno hopefully before my big brother goes to Australia for training.

Not only is my router giving me problem, my personal computer is giving me problem as well. About to pronounce it dead anytime soon. Time to dispose my window 98 com and change to a better one and catch up with the rest of the world.

Trying to keep myself awake because my dad want to catch a boxing match which feature Evander Holyfield and he is afraid he will sleep so if he does I will wake him up to watch the heavyweight match. Although I need to go queue up tomorrow but nevermind sacrifice a bit.

Yesterday celeberated yongheng's birthday over supper at 85 market. Been quite some time we went there together with the rest of the guys for supper. Spend some time with him also, catch up with him. On the way home, he reveal certain things and glad that even though we really now hardly see each other, he still shares with me. Must try to meet him more often.

Thursday close to evening, received a message from Charmaine. It read "this wk u'll lead games in cg k." Was surprise really very surprise. How to say leh. Actually the thought of being a cgl I intend to put it off for the moment since I have to serve the nation and I doubt that during this time I will have the opportunity to be a cgl. I think quite a few people know that I don't really like to lead games because I think I can't lead well for games and ask me to think of what games to play is like very tough although is not the first time I lead games. Hmm..I must admit when I was to lead game I was like argh why games, why not other stuffs like praise or something else. When I reach home from work, God spoke to me and I was reminded not to despise small beginning.

Well, we have 7 team leaders in the cg which comprise of 2 pcgl. So this kind of chance to lead something for cg is very rare. And for me to have this thinking I think is very bad need to change. Heard from my chai huat, my pcgl say originally either me or my good friend valerie will lead praise. I know the reason why I wasn't given the nod to lead praise because I cannot sing well cannot pitch haha. Remind me of last year where Charmaine have to teach me to pitch and sing in the right key. Those were the days. Nonetheless I am thankful to God and to Charmaine for giving me the chance to lead games. Hopefully from here on can do more things also. Had Charmaine evaluated me after cg, she said it was good just that when I give the instructions it was kindda slow but overall it was good.

Message Pamela for some suggestions. Must really thank her for helping me think of the game and also yongheng for explaining to me how to play the game. If not I will be like worrying what game to play and stuffs. She is really a good friend, always help me out whenever I'm in a stuck.

Next week going to have a night cycling outreach. Therefore cg, service will be on a Saturday including the night cycling. Wanted to skip the night cycling because I have to serve on Sunday. But cannot do that anymore. Charmaine wants me to be there. Was thinking, my ministry team do not have another director and if I were to skip sunday service will it like leave my team short handed. Charmaine say do I need her to inform my IC i cannot make it to serve next sunday, I told her is ok I will inform him myself. Probably at the same time discuss with my IC maybe on Saturday I can help to teach another person to be director.

Can't wait for the heavyweight match to commence. My eyes are shutting. Well for my dad sake shall stay away so I can wake him up. And I can go to bed also. Need my sleep.

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