Wednesday, September 26, 2007
♥ 2:19 AM
Saturday cg at this Egyptian restaurant was great. The place was gives a very pleasant feeling and staging cg there for the friends is less intimidating. The word was short which linked up with the offering. Last week had a tough time trying to come up with a game. Actually thought that Charmaine won't use Wen Kai and my game but was stun when after 2 games she say lets continue with the third game. Wasn't prepare for it. Was really very relax just want to enjoy the games but did not expect that I need to lead the games with Wen Kai. Next headed to city area to cont with the fellowship before everybody head for home.Sunday, while I was out playing lan with the guys after our fellowship, received a call from Kelvyn my chorus board IC. He told me some things which I also need to let some of them know when I called them up. Ok seriously I still don't really feel comfortable talking to my ministry members. Few reasons, but I think because the time spent with them is so short and plus my introvert nature make it hard. Fear still grip me when I have to call them. At the same time I am also concern about this thing, after all I am in this ministry for like 9 months. They enter this ministry longer than me sigh..have to fine tune myself.Another thing Kelvyn mention was, he want to train me up as a leader. Thank God for the favor of man. During the last 9 months it really have been an enjoyable experience in this ministry. One thing I feel about myself is I am never very vocal. The last time I served, Kelvyn asked me what do I want to see myself in chorus board. Well, at that time I said something else. But when I reached home after service, I thought through and I remember one thing he mention during dinner with him. "Our team unlike others, even when their IC are not around they can be assured that there are people who can take care of the team and run the service." From that day I really thought of telling him yes that is what I want to see myself in chorus board. To rise up to the occasion and continue to learn more in this ministry and also be like the rest in other teams. Last week had a challenging week, this week is a really long and tough week. 8 people to call this week, earlier was worrying about the lyrics that we have to change for the data base because Pastor felt that it would be less intimidating if the lyrics are not in CAPS as I could not open the folder but all is ok now. Plus work, cg and service, I actually felt stress and kind of worn out. But the thought that it will be Wednesday, kind of lifted up my mood because that is the day I will message Pamela and just pour out everything. Hope that it will be a great day tomorrow.Labels: chorus board, stress, tired
