Thursday, November 03, 2005
♥ 9:47 AM
Spinning: "Lean On Me" - Michael Bolton
Sometimes is hard to please everyone eh...more or less making people p***ed off with you. Is it an advantage being the oldest brother in the cg? I enjoy it, at least I can be a big brother to all in my cg. Glad that zone members look to me also. Not easy being a brother, as usual when problems start to arise all start to look for me. No bus ticket etc. I would love to be on the bus too, by taking cab home yesterday cause me to broke promise to Daniel...but what can I do...leave my fellow brother to die...see him left stranded finding ways to get home? Who would not love to go home early and catch the bus...even when most people clear the audi I still have to meet my leader, pass her stuffs check things with her. Darting straight up just to find my zone members...sometimes it become all too tough. Even if all this happen again..I would still do the same even if I have to burn my pocket finding funds to finance a cab home facing question as to why the cab fee is so ex, let it be. Even though cost me a bomb, but to me money does not matter much, was glad at least I put on a smile on those I help...don't asked much but one thing that through all this small things I do going extra mile for each one of them truely one day they be a blessing to others who needs help. One principle I will continue to stick on is I will never take for granted the safety of my sisters. Even as I fulfill people neeeds let it be God you look after mine. Let me find someone whom I can lean on, a friend whom I can lean...who can help me carry on.
Finally, air con stop running a cold, but at the price that I got to be awake so early...so manage to finish the whole show called "Pride". Hours spent mugging infront of the TV. Like what the lead character Halu said "There is no one who can suit me, even if I travel round the world there is not one who can suit me, except you!" Great show nv regret spending most of my day watching it...been wanting to catch the show but was working miss here and there and thus cost me to lose interest when it was showing on Chn U...seeing how the fictional character Halu took pride in being the captain of Blue Scorpio his ice hockey team made me adopt a different view on how I captain my own soccer team the Red Angelic. Kinda of prepare for this sat match though right now aching here and there..think too long never had soccer...yest street soccer made my bones flesh all come alive.
Tmr is the day..well shall see abt it...suppose to go down to suntec with bing to go and get something. Would love to go but awkard...shall hunt for a travel mate. Cool, finally found out what is the full name of PLSH.
