Monday, October 17, 2005
♥ 5:59 PM
Spinning: "I Was Born To Love You" - Freddie Mercury
Sigh...finally got my song that I wanted "I Was Born To Love You" however this is another version sang by freddie mercury. Prefer to have the Queen's version though but for now got to make do with this version. This song is accompany with a cool lyrics.
Anyway whole week is really argh...first time for the whole week the journey to the end the week did not turn out as the previous week. Something was missing. Hopefully it does not continue on for the next coming weeks.
Anyway feeling super tired now did not get much sleep, but still hanging on because realise did not blog for long. This week, don't think I did much except going out with my members most of the time. That is cool, did not manage to spend much time with them anyway but it was great to catch up with them during my soon ending holiday but my members start of the holiday argh!!! Today was suppose to collect the journals as usual I was late again how many times I also not sure, got to seriously look into this area. Anyway service was superb once again. More or less is a wake up call for me, to bring myself to another level gonna try out praying when I get up and before I sleep. Looking back hey God you are good, good to me, revelation upon revelation but yea that ain't enough I just wanna spend more time in your courtyard sitting down beside you talking, fellowship, to be able to come under your round table to discuss important stuffs. Shall start it today, even though I am practically physically worn down! How true it is all great man/woman of God they pray and pray for only through prayer will you hear God himself, where you wil understand how His heart beats.
Anyway Kinda of frustrated today with the seating arrangment during service. Was expecting to sit in for another dynamic session with Pastor Kong but argh...somehow my row was super pack up. For the first time in service felt super uncomfortable because really my row is like "water cannot seep in anymore", "people like mountain, people like ocean". Hopefully I don't exprience it anymore.
Finally accomplish my task that was given to me by my dear good old buddy. Thought I could not fulfill it because forgot to bring some required stuffs..but help was on the way. Now to surprise him! This task is the birthday present he requested from me. Mayb should add something more erm shall go and think abt it.
Surprise of surprises...receive a shirt from dear Oh Carol. Is been long since I receive something from her. But to come to think of it I also hardly give her anything. Shall think hard about it. Got a shirt from her devil poke angel. Still thinking how to wear this shirt. Not easy especially having to see the devil poke the angel. At least this shirt breathe in new life to my wardrobe. Is like a trillion years since I add something in to my wardrobe. Actually I was baffle as why I receive a shirt too, thought about it hard but hey if you are reading this yup really thanks for the shirt no worries no sweats I will wear it. Appreciate what you have sown into this friendship hopefully it bear fruits and I don't let you down.
Never do this before from now on mayb you know put a closing spin off.
Spin..n.n..o.....f......off: "I Will Always Love You" - Whitney Houston (Bodyguard OST)
